Kinda how I wanted life to be like...

I'm can't lie.. How I'm living life is nothing of how I wanted it. I always wanted to be that girl, who never showed emotions, wouldn't really ever tell you anything.. but that's hard to live up to. When you are naturally emotional. Then I can't seem to shut my mouth when it comes to my 3 best friends...and I wish I kinda didn't tell them as much. I mean I trust them, I really do! Just...We do get in fights... and what if something takes a bad turn? I don't know, I guess I always thought about the worse. Which is something I always wanted to change. So, When I started this school year that came by pretty fast. I told myself, I was going to make a change.

My changing goals...

1. I want to be positive, no more sad crap.
2. I will not break a tear in front of anyone.
3. My life is mine, and I don't need to tell people everything.
4. I'm going to live life to the fullest//no regrets.
5. I'm going to become closer to my family.

I want this change, because then maybe I can help those people
I said I wanted to make an impact on...