Soul Art.

Mood?


What can I say for that...?
Everyone has moods or feelings.

Lately, mine have been getting to me.
I get scared so much,
But yet...I'm still happy,
and of course...I still have tears fall from my eyes.

All in one day.

Scared- Of everything falling apart,
that any second he could walk right outta my life,
Things that are silly, I get scared of.

Happy- Friends,
Having a great time with family,
Feeling loved,
Knowing he is there for me.

Tears- Hurt,
Feeling worthless,
Like you can't help,
Lost.


Again, I'm not sure where I'm going with this.
This has kinda been my venting system.
Well till I can find a better way to let everything out.


I'm tired of being left out there!
Like being left behind. (picture related.)

Or being ignored, that stuff has just steamed my anger...
or my thought of worthlessness.
It's not like I wanna be worthless, I'm not like that.
I always wanna feel like I can be there for people,
and help them out.

Lately though,
I haven't been able to help anyone.
It makes me feel bad,
and it doesn't help when I'm trying to help someone,
they say rude things,
like that I wasn't help at all...and walks away from you.

It makes you hurt inside.

Do you understand?

And just because you understand something,
doesn't mean you will have an answer to help them...does it?

I'm so confused.

Thank you Corben.
You really helped me out though.
<3

Buh Bye.