Emotions?

I'm not sure if I really want to write about my emotions,
but I need a way to get everything out.
Yeah, I know I told you before, that I've been using this as a venting page...
Which means...you probably wont read most of these.


Emotions are a strong part of people's life.

This is the first time I've held a relationship somewhat long.
I finally got a feeling that this person means something to me.
I love the feeling...and by saying that, love is a feeling.

What does love mean?

love

/lʌv/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [luhv] noun, verb, loved, lov⋅ing.

–noun

1.	a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

2.	a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

3.	sexual passion or desire.

4.	a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.

5.	(used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?

6.	a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.

7.	sexual intercourse; copulation.

8.	(initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.

9.	affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.

10.	strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.

11.	the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.

12.	the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.

13.	Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.

14.	a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L.

–verb (used with object)

15.	to have love or affection for: All her pupils love her.

16.	to have a profoundly tender, passionate affection for (another person).

17.	to have a strong liking for; take great pleasure in: to love music.

18.	to need or require; benefit greatly from: Plants love sunlight.

19.	to embrace and kiss (someone), as a lover.

20.	to have sexual intercourse with.

–verb (used without object)

21.	to have love or affection for another person; be in love.

Yeah, I know, to much?
I seem to be doing that lately.
But it can't be helped, it's kinda part of who I am.

Anyway, what is love to you?
I mean yeah it's something that may not be able to be explained by words,
and I understand that completely.
I mean, my friends have told me kinda...in a way what love really is...
again.."to them" what love is.

I guess I just have been really confused.




Alright, so I found this picture and thought is was very interesting,
my only problem was...how to you match a color to that emotion?

Like how does green have anything to do with fear?
I mean I understand sadness, I mean everyone does the. "why so blue?"
Purple to disgust?
Red I understand. Orange. yellow and the lighter green...I don't understand.

But I liked the picture..and it could help when I write my story.

Why is color mixed in with people's emotions?
Does that make sense to you guys?
I guess it kinda does for me, but for the most part, I'm not really sure.

I've been happy lately, which if very good.
But...I've had nightmares these last few days.
(Ironic that I am happy, and I have nightmares)
All the dreams have been about something bad...where I wake up crying.
Which then makes me all worried about real life,
but then I block it all out, and I'm in a happy mood.

I haven't figured how I turn it all around, but I'm glad I do.
I feel like throwing it out that is it is 9:33PM
and I still need to take a shower and do my homework for school
tomorrow...I normally go to bed at 9, but don't sleep till 11.
Do I have a messed up seclude?

Sadly I've lost my creative side.
I use to be known for drawing, or even writing...
but I lost my care for both, I haven't been able to even care
to really write or draw something good.
Do you think you have an answer to help me?

I really would like to be myself again,
but it may be I hold back from the real world now.

You know this is a really random post, seeming how I can never
stay on one subject when I type. :P

I guess I will go, but if you can...will you help me out a little?
Thanks, that would mean a lot to me, it really would.

Buh Bye,
O-ECS<3