So I was thinking...I always wanted to know what other people thought about me,
but they don't know what I'm thinking...
So, I thought, I'll write on here, my feelings for them...good or bad...but they truth of my feelings...
but they don't know what I'm thinking...
So, I thought, I'll write on here, my feelings for them...good or bad...but they truth of my feelings...
Dear Abe,
I told you a lot of stuff in the time I knew you, and truthfully you were one of the only people I remember I felt safe with knowing everything. Thank you for never telling anyone and always trying to help me out when I was in a bad mood. You are a great friend.
Dear Adam,
We use to be really close, but lately everything seems to be falling apart. I understand you have a lot going on, and you want to join the military. I'm gonna miss you, I hope we still can talk, and be like we use to when I first met you and we knew a lot about each other but I can't say I know you really well anymore. I still love you though!
Dear Amber,
I miss you, you use to be my best friend, I was with you all the time. We laughed about everything and nothing. i wish you never moved and I wish we talked more then we do now. Because it feels like we drift more and more every second.
Dear Anja,
You are what I call my Roll Model. You have an amazing personality which everyone should see as a positive note. A lot of people love you because you know how to have fun. You made me laugh and I miss you, and I'm glad that we still talk, and that I know you are there for me. Thank you so much Anja for everything.
Dear Anton,
Haha, you are my brother's friend. I don't even really talk to you at all. I just remember being in Colorado and I was able to talk to you and Daniel, pretty much about anything. I know I was annoying, I was little. Thank you though.
Dear Aunt Chris,
You are amazing, you watched after my brothers and I. You where always there for me and I love it. You mean so much to me, thank you for everything. You are my fav. aunt. :D
Dear Brian,
You are chill and I mean I never really had anything bad happen with you. I will say I'm very sorry, but I know that will not make up for what I did to you. I wish I could make up for it, but I'm not sure how. You were and are always nice to me, thank you.
Dear Bryan,
You are so amazing. I feel like you are an older brother for me. you make me laugh. We have the weirdest times together...or should I say...we use to have the weirdest times together. I use to hangout with you almost every weekend...and then we slowly grew apart. It made me sad that people I thought I could always go to slowly disappeared outta my life. I miss you.
Dear Christian,
You were always a sweetheart to me, even though I was sad that we didn't talk after our break up, but I guess I understand that now. I am sorry I said that to you a little while after the break up, I know I didn't mean it...but something wanted me to say it...maybe the point I still had no clue what I was doing. Thanks though, for coming back, and being there for me as a friend now.
Dear Corben,
You are amazing, that seems to be the word we use the most for each other. Amazing. The way you make me feel is truly indescribable. Every time we are together, we are able to talk and laugh, I love when you hold me, the cold just disappears and I'm left in your warmth. Every moment when I am with you, I wish time would just freeze so the moments never end.
Dear Dakota,
You are so sweet, but you are not what I look for in a guy. I'm sorry I'm not there for you like you wish I would be. I am glad I met you, you are a very nice friend, but I'm sorry that, that is all I see you as.
Dear David,
Hello there, How's it going? Thanks, for being there for me all the time, yeah things may have changed, and yeah they may not be as I thought they might have turned out. But at least I can say he was my best friend, at one point...MS we use to be so close to each other, even though all of us there fought like crazy. Somehow in the end we were always close to each other. GH for the win right? haha...miss you.
Dear Dylan,
Thank you, you helped me a lot growing up, more then I would believe. I mean I had to really think about it, but then it hit me in one big blast, you did a lot for me. You are sweet, but I think you can be mean at times to, You also contradict yourself a lot, which makes me kinda mad, but I try not to deal with it. I'm glad that we do act more like friends then we did a while ago, but I wish we could just put are past FULLY behind us.
Dear Gage,
You are one of my closer friends, I was able to talk to you about a lot. Even though you joke on me, you make me laugh. It's easy to be myself around you because both of us do stupid crap all the time. I always looked as you as my older brother kinda person, maybe because in a weird way, you are a lot like my real ones. I just wish you would make smarter choices sometimes, but I wouldn't change you.
Dear Jennifer,
I think it was funny how we became friends, I mean I know it wasn't the greatest time or place to become friends, but hey, it works right? You are easy to talk to, I mean I know you wont tell anyone if I ask you not to. We laugh about...well everything. We know that we can act how ever around each other, and not judge...in a negative way anyway. Thanks for always being there for me.
Dear Jenny,
You mean so much to me, I use to be with you 24/7. We knew each other better then we knew ourselves, but like everything good, it ends. We slowly started to grow apart as we both got older, and because I moved. I miss you like crazy, and I really wish I could see you again. We have so many memories, and so many inside jokes. You are the best friend a person could ask for.
Dear Jessica,
We use to be best friends, well that's how I always saw it. I know there was points where you never really liked me, but I never knew till now. I thought you where an amazing person when I was around you, I still think you are, we may not know each other as well as we use to, but I still miss you a ton. We always had a ton of fun doing the randomest stuff. I miss you so much, and I really wish I could see you again.
Dear Joe,
You are a great guy, you keep me safe, and I never have to worry about getting hurt. Yeah you joke on me a lot, but you are easy to chill with and be friends with. I'm glad I got to get to really know you over the summer and be closer as friends.
Dear Josh,
We have been through a lot, and sadly...I fell like we don't even know each other anymore. I really dislike that thought also. Since everyone use to know we were best friends. Now it's more like no one even knows we know each other. I miss how things use to be with you.
Dear Katy,
You are out of everyone I know, my best friend. You where the only person I have never fought with. Even being to far away from each other, I can still go to you to talk about things you don't understand, but still try to help out with. I'm glad I got to meet you Katy, you are the most amazingest person I have EVER met.
:D
Dear Kerry,
I get along better with you then most of the others, yeah we still fight, I guess that's normal. I know I can trust you with a lot but there is times I'm not sure what I can say to you. Sometimes I feel like we drift apart then pull ourselves back as close friends then drift and so on. Is that weird? You mean a lot to me Kerry and I'm glad I got to meet and know you.
Dear Michelle,
I'm glad I met you. Outta everyone here in Virginia, I've known you the longest. We use to get along a lot better then we do now, but we are both changing for the better? Who knows. I know that I will always be there for you, because even though we get in fights, I still call you my best friend, and everyone knows we are there for each other, and if you mess with one, you mess with the other. You really are like a sister. Even though sometimes we just don't get along.
Dear Patrick,
You do make me mad sometimes, but you make me laugh at the same time. Yeah you talk behind everyone's back, and yes, you say you don't and everyone then gets mad at you, But I can't help that you do that to yourself. I think you should learn to shut your mouth, and just stop saying things negative about people...didn't your mama ever tell you if you don't have anything nice to say don't say it at all?
Dear Ricky,
I think lately has gone a lot better for us then our past. I mean, you have changed, you don't through around the word love anymore, you don't hit on me anymore. We are finally able to be just friends, and for the longest time, that's all I wanted from you. I'm glad we can joke about other people, and say "hey I'm glad we aren't stupid like we were last year." and now we are happy for each other and the relationships we are in. I am glad though that we are talking again.
Dear Ryan,
What to say..what to say..Maybe we shouldn't have said anything at all? Maybe that whole trip should have been just one big lie. Is that right to say? Idk...I'm glad it's not like it was when we were on our trip, as to now. I'm glad now, we act way more like we should. I don't understand why we were like that. It wasn't us. We knew better. So what went wrong? You still mean a lot to me, but in a different way. I'm glad that we kinda talk again though.
Dear Ryan,
I haven't known you for long, but it's easy to talk to you. I mean sometimes you make me mad, but I know I can get a laugh from you, which makes life always a little better. You are sweet, and I'm glad you aren't like the others who make me want to punch them in the face. I'm sure in time, if we keep in touch, that I could probably call you one of my best friends.
Dear Zack,
You scared me for the longest time. I'm not sure why...but the first time I really talked to you...you asked a lot of personal questions, but you did help take care of the 2 crazy people running around. Haha, I didn't want to see you down that one day, I tried to make you smile, which I'm proud to say, It worked :D I really am glad we are friends, even though you can make me mad sometimes.
I told you a lot of stuff in the time I knew you, and truthfully you were one of the only people I remember I felt safe with knowing everything. Thank you for never telling anyone and always trying to help me out when I was in a bad mood. You are a great friend.
Dear Adam,
We use to be really close, but lately everything seems to be falling apart. I understand you have a lot going on, and you want to join the military. I'm gonna miss you, I hope we still can talk, and be like we use to when I first met you and we knew a lot about each other but I can't say I know you really well anymore. I still love you though!
Dear Amber,
I miss you, you use to be my best friend, I was with you all the time. We laughed about everything and nothing. i wish you never moved and I wish we talked more then we do now. Because it feels like we drift more and more every second.
Dear Anja,
You are what I call my Roll Model. You have an amazing personality which everyone should see as a positive note. A lot of people love you because you know how to have fun. You made me laugh and I miss you, and I'm glad that we still talk, and that I know you are there for me. Thank you so much Anja for everything.
Dear Anton,
Haha, you are my brother's friend. I don't even really talk to you at all. I just remember being in Colorado and I was able to talk to you and Daniel, pretty much about anything. I know I was annoying, I was little. Thank you though.
Dear Aunt Chris,
You are amazing, you watched after my brothers and I. You where always there for me and I love it. You mean so much to me, thank you for everything. You are my fav. aunt. :D
Dear Brian,
You are chill and I mean I never really had anything bad happen with you. I will say I'm very sorry, but I know that will not make up for what I did to you. I wish I could make up for it, but I'm not sure how. You were and are always nice to me, thank you.
Dear Bryan,
You are so amazing. I feel like you are an older brother for me. you make me laugh. We have the weirdest times together...or should I say...we use to have the weirdest times together. I use to hangout with you almost every weekend...and then we slowly grew apart. It made me sad that people I thought I could always go to slowly disappeared outta my life. I miss you.
Dear Christian,
You were always a sweetheart to me, even though I was sad that we didn't talk after our break up, but I guess I understand that now. I am sorry I said that to you a little while after the break up, I know I didn't mean it...but something wanted me to say it...maybe the point I still had no clue what I was doing. Thanks though, for coming back, and being there for me as a friend now.
Dear Corben,
You are amazing, that seems to be the word we use the most for each other. Amazing. The way you make me feel is truly indescribable. Every time we are together, we are able to talk and laugh, I love when you hold me, the cold just disappears and I'm left in your warmth. Every moment when I am with you, I wish time would just freeze so the moments never end.
Dear Dakota,
You are so sweet, but you are not what I look for in a guy. I'm sorry I'm not there for you like you wish I would be. I am glad I met you, you are a very nice friend, but I'm sorry that, that is all I see you as.
Dear David,
Hello there, How's it going? Thanks, for being there for me all the time, yeah things may have changed, and yeah they may not be as I thought they might have turned out. But at least I can say he was my best friend, at one point...MS we use to be so close to each other, even though all of us there fought like crazy. Somehow in the end we were always close to each other. GH for the win right? haha...miss you.
Dear Dylan,
Thank you, you helped me a lot growing up, more then I would believe. I mean I had to really think about it, but then it hit me in one big blast, you did a lot for me. You are sweet, but I think you can be mean at times to, You also contradict yourself a lot, which makes me kinda mad, but I try not to deal with it. I'm glad that we do act more like friends then we did a while ago, but I wish we could just put are past FULLY behind us.
Dear Gage,
You are one of my closer friends, I was able to talk to you about a lot. Even though you joke on me, you make me laugh. It's easy to be myself around you because both of us do stupid crap all the time. I always looked as you as my older brother kinda person, maybe because in a weird way, you are a lot like my real ones. I just wish you would make smarter choices sometimes, but I wouldn't change you.
Dear Jennifer,
I think it was funny how we became friends, I mean I know it wasn't the greatest time or place to become friends, but hey, it works right? You are easy to talk to, I mean I know you wont tell anyone if I ask you not to. We laugh about...well everything. We know that we can act how ever around each other, and not judge...in a negative way anyway. Thanks for always being there for me.
Dear Jenny,
You mean so much to me, I use to be with you 24/7. We knew each other better then we knew ourselves, but like everything good, it ends. We slowly started to grow apart as we both got older, and because I moved. I miss you like crazy, and I really wish I could see you again. We have so many memories, and so many inside jokes. You are the best friend a person could ask for.
Dear Jessica,
We use to be best friends, well that's how I always saw it. I know there was points where you never really liked me, but I never knew till now. I thought you where an amazing person when I was around you, I still think you are, we may not know each other as well as we use to, but I still miss you a ton. We always had a ton of fun doing the randomest stuff. I miss you so much, and I really wish I could see you again.
Dear Joe,
You are a great guy, you keep me safe, and I never have to worry about getting hurt. Yeah you joke on me a lot, but you are easy to chill with and be friends with. I'm glad I got to get to really know you over the summer and be closer as friends.
Dear Josh,
We have been through a lot, and sadly...I fell like we don't even know each other anymore. I really dislike that thought also. Since everyone use to know we were best friends. Now it's more like no one even knows we know each other. I miss how things use to be with you.
Dear Katy,
You are out of everyone I know, my best friend. You where the only person I have never fought with. Even being to far away from each other, I can still go to you to talk about things you don't understand, but still try to help out with. I'm glad I got to meet you Katy, you are the most amazingest person I have EVER met.
:D
Dear Kerry,
I get along better with you then most of the others, yeah we still fight, I guess that's normal. I know I can trust you with a lot but there is times I'm not sure what I can say to you. Sometimes I feel like we drift apart then pull ourselves back as close friends then drift and so on. Is that weird? You mean a lot to me Kerry and I'm glad I got to meet and know you.
Dear Michelle,
I'm glad I met you. Outta everyone here in Virginia, I've known you the longest. We use to get along a lot better then we do now, but we are both changing for the better? Who knows. I know that I will always be there for you, because even though we get in fights, I still call you my best friend, and everyone knows we are there for each other, and if you mess with one, you mess with the other. You really are like a sister. Even though sometimes we just don't get along.
Dear Patrick,
You do make me mad sometimes, but you make me laugh at the same time. Yeah you talk behind everyone's back, and yes, you say you don't and everyone then gets mad at you, But I can't help that you do that to yourself. I think you should learn to shut your mouth, and just stop saying things negative about people...didn't your mama ever tell you if you don't have anything nice to say don't say it at all?
Dear Ricky,
I think lately has gone a lot better for us then our past. I mean, you have changed, you don't through around the word love anymore, you don't hit on me anymore. We are finally able to be just friends, and for the longest time, that's all I wanted from you. I'm glad we can joke about other people, and say "hey I'm glad we aren't stupid like we were last year." and now we are happy for each other and the relationships we are in. I am glad though that we are talking again.
Dear Ryan,
What to say..what to say..Maybe we shouldn't have said anything at all? Maybe that whole trip should have been just one big lie. Is that right to say? Idk...I'm glad it's not like it was when we were on our trip, as to now. I'm glad now, we act way more like we should. I don't understand why we were like that. It wasn't us. We knew better. So what went wrong? You still mean a lot to me, but in a different way. I'm glad that we kinda talk again though.
Dear Ryan,
I haven't known you for long, but it's easy to talk to you. I mean sometimes you make me mad, but I know I can get a laugh from you, which makes life always a little better. You are sweet, and I'm glad you aren't like the others who make me want to punch them in the face. I'm sure in time, if we keep in touch, that I could probably call you one of my best friends.
Dear Zack,
You scared me for the longest time. I'm not sure why...but the first time I really talked to you...you asked a lot of personal questions, but you did help take care of the 2 crazy people running around. Haha, I didn't want to see you down that one day, I tried to make you smile, which I'm proud to say, It worked :D I really am glad we are friends, even though you can make me mad sometimes.
So I guess this is where I will end it.
These are the people that came to mind first.
And That is how I truly feel.
Sorry if you're not happy with it...
These are the people that came to mind first.
And That is how I truly feel.
Sorry if you're not happy with it...
Buh bye.
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