Feed my soul.

It's crazy what thoughts can fill your mind.

The thoughts you can't control,
I find them the worst.

I had set lines.
Lines I wouldn't cross.

Who knew I was so bad at that?



As I start to rest my head to sleep.
I think of the magical world I wanna be in.
Where maybe I can be happy all the time.

As I wake up,
I am gasping for breath,
and have tears falling down my cheek.


The dreams are the worst part lately.
I wouldn't even call them dreams anymore.
Nightmares, YES!




That ball of anger I always talk about has turned around.
It's more of a ball of tears now.

someone says one thing wrong,
and I'm broken.
The ball
has broke
and
I'm
the
first
one
down
crying.


Yeah, it sucks!


Even worse...
I'm crying over nothing probably.



There is this amazing person,
that told me he was moving.
I kinda envy him.

I know what it's like to move away from
ALL your close friends.
That, and I moved on my birthday.
I miss every single one of my friends.
Most don't even remember me now.
Once you've been away from a place for a while,
everything seems to fade.
That place matters less and less.
So, why do I envy him?
Because when he moves,
he can make that new start.
They don't know anything about his other life here.
and with that they can't judge him.
So, yeah...I envy that he can start that new life.



Turn the page
of the
big
book

that we call life.

O-ECS