Boii, there you go again.

It's almost like dreaming.

But,
It's real.

~*YESTERDAY*~

Again,
you start that class with a hug.
You know,
your super amazing ones,
where my feet don't touch the ground.

Since we have time before the block,
we chill and talk.
While C sits on my girl.
You laugh and grab me,
so I'm sitting on your lap.
Your hand around my waist,
and we all chillin like that is totally normal.

Class begins.

Laughing about the stuff conversations we have in that class.

Then the eye looking starts,
which is more I look at him when he says something funny.
Then we laugh,
and he mouths something
about how weird this class is.
Which it is.


Then the bell rings for us to leave.

There we go again,
his arm around me.

We walk out to the outside group,
and he stays with my girl and I for a little.

He had given me like 20 more hugs,
all of them being where my feet don't meet the ground.

Then him and I walked to the bus.
On our way home,
we were talking.
I forgot what was said,
but he says
"HIGH FIVE...wait HAND SEX!"
I laugh.
Then we have hand sex.
Aka
pretty much just holding each others hands.
With fingers laced with each others.

Then,
I walk off the bus.
Not being able to stop smiling.



~*TODAY*~

Again,
I don't seem him till the last block of the day.
As soon as I walk into lunch,
there he is.

As soon has he sees me,
my feet are off the ground once again.
I giggle,
then almost fall over as he sets me down,
which keeps his hands around me for
a little bit longer.
Just to make sure I'm okay.

He couldn't stay in lunch since he had a test or something.
So he left.

I made new friends. :D

Then the bell was about to ring,
and he was there again.
Once again,
toes off the ground,
me almost falling.
Him holding me still.

Walking to the outside group.
Run in with my Asian.
He puts his arm around me again.
High five-ing.
Couldn't lace our fingers because my jacket was in the way.

He gives me one more hug,
feet on the ground.
And he goes off on his own way.

Again,
I can't stop smiling.



Now.
Before we start the
"what ifs"
^.~

I'm scared.
Screaming inside major.
Shaking head to toe.

It's not a dream,
only because it is real.

Dreams,
I can get what I want.

Real life,
I don't get what I want.



Saving money up
to get new outfits.

So I can start on the new me.

If no one likes me,
well that sucks for them.

Because I'm happy to be who I am.

All I have to think is they
lost something pretty fricken amazing.



Mwah.

O-ECS