Soul Art.

"Your sorry eyes cut through bone
Make it hard to leave you alone
Leave you here wearing your wounds
Waving your guns at somebody new

Baby, you're a lost
Baby, you're a lost
Baby, you're a lost cause

There's too many people you used to know
They see you coming
They see you go
They know your secrets
And you know theirs
This town is crazy
Nobody cares

Baby, you're a lost
Baby, you're a lost
Baby, you're a lost cause

I'm tired of fighting
I'm tired of fighting
Fighting for a lost cause

There's a place where you are going
You ain't never been before
No one laughing at your back now
No one's standing at your door
That's what you thought love was for

Baby, you're a lost
Baby, you're a lost
Baby, you're a lost cause

I'm tired of fighting
I'm tired of fighting
Fighting for a lost cause "


Sometimes there is things
that no one can fix,
but yourself.

That's normal.

No one will always be there for you.
I learned that.

Maybe that's why I feel so alone.
Because at one point I learned,
no one is always going to be there for me.
No one keeps all the promises they made.
And no one is going to keep everything safe.

Everything I have ever said...
has became public,
I learned no one will keep your words safe.
Which hurts.

(REC)
At one point in life,
somehow...everything changed.
Good or bad...
I'm not sure.

Made me happy,
then made me crash
then happy again.

Horrible.

Amazing.

I'm always at thought.
Well...I guess everyone is always at thought,
but the point is,
the thought never left.
You never left,
at some point
I had a smile then a frown
then right back to a smile.

So, I noticed something today.
Which for me..was a fail.
I dislike the point I realized it.
It's wrong, I know that.
Oh, I very much know.


AHH!!!

Yesterday was my concert.
(A) Didn't show up...
Bro got super pissed.
He wanted to go.
I'm done with (A)
This is like the 100th time,
you ditched on us,
not giving us a heads up!
I'M SICK OF IT!
):


More then just a little confused...

Mwah.

O-ECS