I think I am stressed.
I'm not even sure about what anymore.
Just everything I guess.
It's scary how fast life is moving.
I wish everything would FREEZE!
I wish my mind would STOP.
and I wish I could just REST!
Everything right now,
just kinda...
Sucks.
I'm not saying life is HORRIBLE!
Just that it simply sucks.
It's boring.
I want more from it.
Also, I think I'm not telling people.
I was always about the "what if's"
so I would always tell what was on my mind.
But something I hated knowing what the "what if" was.
Sometimes I just wish I could walk away,
or just move on from something.
I don't really understand what have been going on,
but I just want to fly away.
Everything just seems over powered.
I'm gonna make the best of what I've got.
I'm not perfect, and never will be.
I'll find Mr.Right one day.
I'll be happy.
And nothing
and no one,
can or will
HOLD
ME
BACK
!
I really am not sure what I'm looking for anymore.
A reply?
something?
A sign?
Someone to just talk to me?
Someone that I wont hurt?
Something..different?
Something I can really say is new?
I feel like a broken record...playing over and over again.
Wake up.
Get ready for school.
Go to the bus stop.
Go to the morning group.
Talk.
Class.
Learn.
Get on the bus.
Home.
Rest.
Get ready for work.
Walk to work.
Work.
Get home.
Sleep.
Wake up again,
get ready for school...
etc.
I want to meet someone new.
Someone that walks into my life,
and is willing to put up with me.
Is sweet to me.
Knows more about me,
then I know myself.
And I know I wouldn't ever get mad
at that someone.
That would be nice.
(:
3 more hours till I have to work...fun.
I get paid today though. :D
I like money.
But my plans went out the window...so Idk now.
Blah...this blog sucks...
I couldn't focus about anything running in my mind right now.
Sorry.
O-ECS
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