When the time comes...
I'll make my move...
But until then...
I'm what you would call a scaredy cat.
I have the freedom of speech,
but wont use it.
I have the freedom to be myself,
but I hide behind every little thing I can.
I might have missed my chance,
but I think I'm still standing strong.
I wont let anyone watch me fall.
What has the world come down to? You know it's a bad day when what you learn about mostly at school is about death. I know it's how do you cope with it and stuff, but when you get the thought of death in your head, you start thinking about a lot.
Like who has died in your life, why they died, how they died.
If you could have done anything, why didn't you do anything, how couldn't you see it coming.
At a school, people never notice the people that are thinking about killing themselves.
They aren't going to bring it up, they want you to save them. They want you to know.
People that normally bring it up, just want to know who is there for them, who is willing to deal with them, who they are able to call their true friends.
Our world has fallen apart as I see it.
People resolve things from doing things they wouldn't normally do, or things they do on a 24/7 bases. Things like fighting, yelling, trashing places.
People that want to resolve things faster, Rape, Kill, Steal.
They do things that will scar you, things you can't take back from life.
Then what do you do? You don't normally feel anger, and at that point you are left in depression.
Lately I've craved for every smile I can get.
I can't seem to pull myself together from multiple events.
What these multiple events are...I really don't know.
I can't seem to find happiness without other people though.
It might be because I've become so scared of everything I know now,
just ending...
as fast as it started...
everything could be gone.
School has made me fear of what's going on now.
Help me?
I'll make my move...
But until then...
I'm what you would call a scaredy cat.
I have the freedom of speech,
but wont use it.
I have the freedom to be myself,
but I hide behind every little thing I can.
I might have missed my chance,
but I think I'm still standing strong.
I wont let anyone watch me fall.
What has the world come down to? You know it's a bad day when what you learn about mostly at school is about death. I know it's how do you cope with it and stuff, but when you get the thought of death in your head, you start thinking about a lot.
Like who has died in your life, why they died, how they died.
If you could have done anything, why didn't you do anything, how couldn't you see it coming.
At a school, people never notice the people that are thinking about killing themselves.
They aren't going to bring it up, they want you to save them. They want you to know.
People that normally bring it up, just want to know who is there for them, who is willing to deal with them, who they are able to call their true friends.
Our world has fallen apart as I see it.
People resolve things from doing things they wouldn't normally do, or things they do on a 24/7 bases. Things like fighting, yelling, trashing places.
People that want to resolve things faster, Rape, Kill, Steal.
They do things that will scar you, things you can't take back from life.
Then what do you do? You don't normally feel anger, and at that point you are left in depression.
Lately I've craved for every smile I can get.
I can't seem to pull myself together from multiple events.
What these multiple events are...I really don't know.
I can't seem to find happiness without other people though.
It might be because I've become so scared of everything I know now,
just ending...
as fast as it started...
everything could be gone.
School has made me fear of what's going on now.
Help me?
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